Chapter 2: Confusion.

Lama el ensan ye7eb eb kel galba 9a3eb yensa eli 7aba 7eta luw 7ab ba3da aw ayshay w hathi kanat 7alti weya 3ziz ;\ laih thagat feeni el denya adri ena uhu el ensan eli bekoun le sanad, yama 9arat ashya2 athbetatli rejoulta .. Deep down I never stopped loving him, el aghani eli uhu ahdaha ley laha 6a3am thaaaaani ;* .. Ou m7md? Ham 7abaita bs mu darajat 3ziz ana tha7ait wayed weya 3ziz.. Ana me7taja le 3ziz bs el ensan el wa7eed eli mawjoud ley bhaal fatra m7md.
A7eb athnain wahgaa lool ;p .. Qarart eni a3eesh 7ayati the way it was gabel la a3aref wla a7ad fehoum, kela 6al3at weya ahali w refejati w jad estanast, laken m7md never wanted to give up.
Kan yedeg 3alay kelyoum wegouly eli bgalba wehu 3aref ena ana galbi men el7ub ektefa, w shebh maat, 3ziz w m7md jre7ouni bema feeh el kefaya !

Anyways ;p gemt w ga3adt 3al laptop, seeeeda ba6alt email my family .. 7amad DAAAAAASH ;o ! Khanshouf meno ohwa !!

Me: Hi, sorry men ma3ay?
7amad: Hi, 7amad Al Flani
Me: Welne3em shloun t3arefny?
7amad: Ana telakhba6t bain emailech w email wa7ed men el shabab ham men 3ayletech esma Haitham.
Me: Ma 3indena a7ad eb hal esem ! Mu3tham ahali msameen Khaled w Fahad.
7amad: Shqasdech? Esem Haitham mu 3ajbech? LAA wela etefashelaain etha a7ad ye9eerlich eb hal esim !
Me: "Ge6ee3a shfee beya3reey ;s " Shaku laken ana ga3da agoulek el 9ej ma3endena a7ad msame hal esem w mayendara yemken kalamek 9a7, it was nice to meet you tabi shay thani?
7amad: La 6ab3an shabi men ensan falsaafchey :)
Me: " AYAAA SHAGOUUUUL ENARFEEEZ;@ " Falsafchey? Sorry etha tefalsaaft 3alaik bs hathy 6areqat kalaami w ana gelt lek el asami bs 3ashan abayenlek ma3louma w bs ;)
7amad: Ok welni3em feekoum, bs athen ena ma kan la da3ey etgoulenley.
Me: Ana ma geltlek meni wel 6ereej gelt lek 3ashan abayenlek ma3looma ent mu 3arefhaa :)
7amad: " Faj2a gaali " Mabrook 3al ta5arouj.
Me: " HAW hatha eshdaraa ;s " Allah ybarek eb 7ayatek mashkouur.
7amad: Ta5arajtay?
Me: Eeh.
7amad: Men ay madresa?
Me: Geltlaa ay madresa, ent wain tadres?
7amad: Ana eb 3eloom edareyaah, wain nawya tdesheen?
Me: Mayendara lail7een ma qadaamt 3ala quduraat 7adey met9arwe3a !
7amad: La sahalat Lulu malich sheghel.
Me: Madry Allah ysaahel enshalla.
7amad: Can you add me 3al BBM?
*Haz my phone wa9elni msg men m7md : tawa ana w s3aiwed nsolef 3an 7amad gali 7oushi w akbar 5arouf *
Me: " Fakart feeha, erte7t lama kent akalma bs a7es fe ena el msg ma 2athar eb qarary " Yeah sure.
7amad: Ma 3endey lama ayeeb agoolech ;p
Me: 3endi 2 taby wa7ed menhom ?;p
7amad: Loool ;p ayeeblech 5 more afaa 3alaaich ;p
Me: La mashkoor ;p
7amad: Ana barou7 ayeeb jeti men el shalaih can I have your number wakalmech messegat walla ma adeg etha rethaitay atesharaaaf wetha la2 it's my bad ;p
Me: 3ayaal it's your bad ;) " yane she3our eli mabeh yeru7 abe akalma ;s "
7amad: Ana ma abe 3elaqa wala friends w ana makheth el denya sahalaat
Me: Mathen terthaha 7ag e5teck aw bent 3amek
7amad: Ma 3ende e5et w ana male sheqel eb banat 3amamy maybe that's why ana rathy, ur online 3ala 6oul?
Me: Ee
7amad: Khala9 it's nice to meet you akalmech belaail
Me: The pleasure is all mine, etha kent online ye9eer 5aair.
7amad: Omy mu rathya arou7 galatle arou7 bel week end
Me: Ahaa ok.
7amad: Adry I sounded like a kid bs obouy metwafey men cham cena w omy wayed et5af 3alay
Me: " Awww kesaar kha6ree ;'* " Allaah yer7umaah w Allaah ye5aleek 7ag omek bs eslobeek nafs someone I know " bel thab6 hal jumla nafs 6areqat esloob m7md "

7amad: I don't think you know me w tara kalamech ghareeb
Me: Shloun ghareeb?

7amad: Tara '6a7akteeny lama geltay enech shaka ena ana someone you know

Me: Shda3wa '6a7aktek ma gelt nekta ana, bs ena nafs el eslouuub.

7amad: Men yekoon sa3eed el7a'6 eli 3enda methel eslooby?
Me: Someone ;p

7amad: Salmaay 3al someone ;p
Me: Enshalla yousaaaal ;p
7amad: Eshfeech chethy 9ertaay?
Me: Shloun 9ert ?

7amad: Chenech et3arfeeny
Me: La wala la a3arfek wla sheyaat
7amad: Elmohem ana ga9ait 3alaich 3indey BlackBerry 3a6eeni your pin
Me: Tara ent eli 6areeqat kalamek ghareeeba w chena et3arefney

7amad: Mo gabel shway geltay 3adey akalmech bel BBM? w la wala ma3arfech !
Me: " Hatha shayefney ghabeya msaweeli add eb kel emailatey " Khala9 ka el pin bel PM maley add me.


Soulafna bel BBM w 3adi, w wayed kan ye7en ena a36eh raqme wensoulef abrak men el BBM laken ana 3ayait ! Ma gedart achatheb wasawe rou7e ma adre ena msaweli add 3ala emailey el thany.

Me: 7amad tara ana chayakt emailey el qadeem w sheft add menick latlef w tdoor koun 9aree7 weyay.
7amad: ee lulwa ya bent 3bdullah ana abeech w wayed ashoofich w 6ala3t kel emailatech.

Ensedaaamt ! Yaney she3oor eli merta7a 7ag 7amad bs madri she3oor 7elo wana akalma;$. 7amad en7araj w lazam ena mankalem ba3ath kelesh w 7azat'ha yaney she3oor ely la2 latroo7 I want you to stay, w shebh tenajarna w sawali remove.
NARFAZNEY! Shako ysawey remove 7eta ma khalaney akalem kalamey! I wanted to stay friends w uhu kan yabey more, bs lama kalamta kent abe wejouda eb 7ayati. 3a9abt dazaitla Pin: mn el e7teram ya akh 7amad ma tsawi remove meni wel 6ereej wana kent ga3da at7acha, mashala bayantli eladab wel i7teram eli int feeh yalla bye !

20 mins. later ran my phone.
Incoming Call
M7md

Me: Hala m7md
M7md: Madrey anqeher le2ana eley baina entaha wentay mu rathya tredeenley wela 3ashan entay tawech mkalma 7amad w 3al bb
Me: Shdarak?!!!!!!
M7md: S3aiwed gaaley, qaharteeny tabeeny aqherich
Me: Saw eli tabeh we're not together !
M7md: La7tha degega " Ydeg raqem ran wela bent tred w radat 3alaih wa7da akraha !! Mn ayam kent akalma kent akraha " Haa jooori! Hahaha! Laaa t9adgeeen! Ee wallaaah shrayech! Sem3ay ana degeega wadeg 3alaich yalla mama ;p
Me: Ana ma kalamt 7amad went 3al 5a6 weshely baine w bainek ? M7md lama tkaber 3aglek talk to me !
M7md: Ana ma qaharney ela lama S3oud dag w gali Lulu ga3da tkalem 7amad w 3ala el bb ba3ad, w lama sawalech remove ma kan hama w tara S3aiwed eli gala ysawelich remove mu ehwa el walad yabech.
Me: Ahaa " aaaaaa7 ! 7ada ouch ! abe el ga3 tenshag w tebla3ney ! "

7asait wayhe 7amar w 3youni ghouregat, ma gedart astaw3eb! Sa2alt m7md ent m6arsha ley gali la walla mu ana bs uhu 9ej yabeech w ana 7ara9t S3aiwed ena ygooley etha kalemach!
Wana akalem m7md dash 7amad 3ala MSN.
7amad: Ha Lulu
Me after 10 mins: Halla
w ra7 offline, sheli ga3ed ye9eer ;s 7asait eni ta3bana cuz 7ayeshni hawa fa gelt ansede7, 6oul el wagt afaker laain nemt.

" To be continued "

Chapter 1: Add Request.

Sarle muda ma dashait el email eli msaweta makhsous 7ag ahali, you know mu 7elwa a7i6 nickname w personal messages 7ub a7is qelat e7teram lehum. Khalait email ahali 7ag ordering online w ashya'a rasmeya. Mu wayd nas know it bel ketheer 20 people.

Kent ga3da fel bait. Uff malal maku shay asaweh! Ma buga ghneya ma sema3t'ha, ma buga 7alqa ma taba3t'ha zahaagt ! Gelt khal ayeeb my laptop achayek mino dash MSN wate6amash wasoulef. Dashait email eli fe my friends, wela agoul min ziman ma dashait mal my family. Gelt yalla shwaray khandesha. Awal ma dash online, wela ye6la3li a pop-up " Hamad added you to his/her contact list ". Meno hal 7amad ;s Insedaaamt ! Ma7ad e3aref hal email ghair ahali w agrab refejati w m7md. Sawait accept 3ashan a3aref meno w shyaabi bethab6.
Marat sa3a, sa3tain, sa3aat w hal 7amad ma dash online.
Ran talafooni " ela ela hathi latza3lounaha el3azeeza 3endi et3arfounaha ;* "

Incoming Call
Mama;*

Radait: alooo
Mama: Haa lulu 7abeebti
Me: Hala yuma shlounich?
Mama: Ibkhair, lwailo tezahebay ana el7een bayee amurich wenrou7 enta3asha bara.
Me: Yalla okay, tamreen 3ala shay thaani?
Mama: La 7abeebti salamtech yala omi bye.

Sakaita men umi. La 7awlela jad mu ebkha6re a6la3 bs ma7eb ared le omi 6alab ;*. Lebast a simple dress that I got men Weekend MaxMara w pumps w my Louis Vuitton Neverfall bag.
After half an hour umi 3endi, nezalt rekabt el car. Shebakt MSN men my BlackBerry, bs dashait email my family. Umi tsoulef w ana sar7ana bs afaker eb hal 7amad;$ .. Wesalna Lenotre, ga3adna w we ordered the usual " Grilled Baby Chicken with Avocado ". 6oul el wagt umi tgouli shfeech tesre7een, wana bs agoul wala shay mama.
Khalasna w galat " meshtaya caramalized creme broule " kalaina w 3ugub ma mama paid gemna, kelshway a6ali3 my phone umi 7asat, galatli tabeen nred el bait shakla ma wedich nkamel el 6al3a. Ma adri shloun gelt ee ;s.
Radaina el bait I got into my PJs w jabalt el laptop. Faja'a yatni fekra, khanadish Facebook wasawi 7ag emaila search, w I did. 6ala3li Hamad AlFlani. Hal guy actually exsists! Eff amout wa3aref men hatha ! I clicked on View Friends wela wa7ed men rab3a ye3aref m7md! Ou m7md kan y3aref email ahali. Tenarfazt! La2 mu men 9eja em6areshli wa7ed men elshabab! Dagait 3alaih m3a9ba.

M7md: Alo
Me: Ma teste7y 3ala wayhek ent
M7md: Shfeech Lulu?
Me: Tsawe rou7ek ma tadri?
M7md: Latekalemain chethy fahmeeni sh9ayer !!
Me: Wa7ed esma 7amad sawali add 3ala emaili mal el family w sheft rab3a w 6ala3 s3oud refejek e3arfa, 3abalek ana thoula t6areshli nas men 6arafek w 3abalek I won't find out?
M7md: Ana ma 6arasht a7ad lech el7een as2al s3aiwed w adeg.

5 minutes wela talefooni yeren, m7md ga3id yedeg.

Me: Hmm
M7md: Sa2alt s3aiwed hatha refeej okho el3oud
Me: Aha okay sorry
M7md: Bye ( chan yeseda bwayhe malouma kalaita begshoura ;p )

Makan fe shay asawi fa gemt at3abath w dashait my oldest email wela ham 7amad msaweeli add ! Haw ! Mu gadra a9adeg !!! SHYABE HATHAAA !
Gemt re7t 7ag umi chan agoulaha " mama fe wa7ed esma 7amad sawali add 3ala email el family w emaili el qadeem eli madisha bs ma sawa add 7ag eli feeh rab3i " chan tgouli " deeray ballich wetha 9ar ayshay ta3alay w gouleli " geltlaha " enshalla " w gemt 3ashan anaam. Ga3adt afaker feeh laaain nemt.

Intro: Ser AlGhalla Ile Fe Gallbi Tejhallah;*

To begin with, I thought of starting off with the story of my life but then I thought that I'd give you an introduction would be better.
To start the introduction off I'm Lulu. I've lived a life filled with events but yet I was ever so lonely. I am an only child, ee adri tgouloun ya 7ath'ha ma 3indaha ekhwan w khawat bs jad you're the one's who are lucky. I'm here to tell you my life experience, I'm not gonna fake anything or abalegh I'm gonna tell you the brutal truth. Before I do so, I thought that I should tell you why I chose the name " Ser AlGhalla ".. Ib hal denya kel ensan ye7eb ashkhas w kel 7ub lah sebab w ser, w ana ga3da agoulekum qesat 7ubbi w el ghalla eli laih youmkum uhu yejhallah ;*
When I was young I always wanted to live a fairytale, have my own happily ever after. Yes I have loved twice to be honest. The first, 3ziz, never spoke to me other than MSN, 7abaita w bkel mafeeni w tamait 3ala hal 7ub sena bs ilshay laih zad 3an 7ada yengelleb theda. Ma achtheb wagoul ena ma a3iza bel 3aks I do, w laih youmkum afez laih dash online. And the other one, m7md, went through it all with me, the thick and the thin, he's a person I'll never be able to forget, bs elmeshkilla our families. Kel wa7ed qarar yerou7 eb 6erej since our families don't go along so well w malna ne9eeb even though we wanted to get married and had everything planned out. Bs Allah ma qesaam ;\. Laken we always stayed in touch.
Anyways, I've got many e-mails. You know one 7ag my friends, w one 7ag my family. Cuz mu 7elwa they read my nicknames and personal messages.
And here is where the story begins..